Wednesday, July 14, 2010

The Way It Goes

As I've gotten older, the rate at which I learn things about myself has started to snowball. Now, every day brings a new surprise with it, a little gift.

A few nights ago, I had drinks with a very dear friend who broke my heart once, and he told me something that I'm finally able to accept, and to believe.

Megan, it takes an incredible amount of force to ignore you, to even begin to try to not think about you.

That's sweet, isn't it? I suppose my brilliance is very hard to hide. I don't mean that in an egotistical way at all, just in the way that some people accept that their nose will always be this shape or that, their legs will always be so long (like my sister) , or whatever. I'm not easily forgotten, and that's comforting. But people will continue to try.

For the past few months, I've been working on a little experiment. I've thrown practicality and reason almost entirely out the window, and just let my intuition guide me. The crushing blows are much less crushing, and I feel like time has sort of stretched itself out and allowed me to get perspective on things as they come. If I don't get what I want, I will get something a million times better.

That's how I know it's all going to be okay. Wonderful, even.


13 comments:

懿綺懿綺 said...

河水永遠是相同的,可是每一剎那又都是新的。

玉苓玉苓 said...

第一次來這裡 愛上你的部落格 感謝你的分享............................................................

建佑建佑 said...

自己選擇要爬上去的樓梯,才是正確的路...................................................................

香昱信張君林 said...

感覺很用心經營呢!鼓勵鼓勵.................................................................

琬安琬安 said...

看著你的BLOG 好多朋友都回應 真厲害............................................................

徐俊賴靜雯賢 said...

如果相遇.你會感到相知.那麼.有一種習慣叫做陪伴;如果陪伴.你會感到珍惜.那麼.有一種甜蜜叫做存在!..................................................................

嘉王偉 said...

男女互悅,未必廝守終生,相愛就是美的。.................................................................

姜鴻林奕宏琬 said...

One swallow does not make a summer.............................................................

初茂一嬌 said...

知識可以傳授,智慧卻不行。每個人必須成為他自己。. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

偉曹琬 said...

Necessity is the mother of invention.......................................................................

冠霖林冠霖林冠霖林 said...

良言一句三冬暖,惡語傷人六月寒。............................................................

翊翊翊翊張瑜翊翊翊 said...

你的部落格感覺很棒,nice job!............................................................

王辛江淑萍康 said...

我是天山,等待一輪明月。......................................................................